Hey, I remember this thing
“It’s not you, it’s me.” or…something.
I’m getting tired of a lot of things. I’m getting tired of thinking I’m doing the right thing by hocking my soul to people who don’t treat me right under the guise of ‘doing the right thing’.
I fight a constant battle with selfishness and solitude; an elitism of sorts. But I over-react in the wrong direction as a misguided attempt to compensate.
I won’t be treated the way I’ve been treated. I would never do it to anybody else. Ever. And I won’t have it done to me.
I won’t be accused of being insensitive by the insensitive, cruel by the cruel, or absent by the absent.
Look to your own house before you criticize me.
And I’ll look to mine before I criticize you.
Hopefully we’ll meet on the other side.
THAT said, I have near infinite patience for people who are open and honest.
August 8th, 2010 at 10:51 pm
Taking a stand is way harder than it seems. Kudos for doing so.
August 8th, 2010 at 10:55 pm
Thanks. Especially with people who seem so damn nice.
Every once in a while I have to shake my head and snap out of it. Fortunately I have a couple friends with the balls to not let it slide without a good tongue lashing.