Getting that antsy feeling again.
It’s coming damnit.
I’m on a conference call and it’s 43 minutes in. I also just noticed I had four spam voicemails on my cell phone.
So I caught myself sitting here with a phone on each ear.
I’ve also caught myself starting to have those relatively mournful completely inappropriate hallway conversations about career longevity. I’ve stopped each time I caught myself. Unfortunately this served only to hit home the point I was trying tos top myself from making (i.e. if it’s important enough to have ‘caught’ myself then I’m much less likely to be merely being flippant. Backfire.)
I can’t be made to care if I don’t, nor can I pretend thus. This serves me far far more well than it does poorly. Unfortunately when it manifests itself poorly the result is fairly catastrophic.
I want OUT of this industry and I want to spend an awful lot more time in a text editor or IDE.